It's been months and months I last updated blog! Basically I tot it's stupid to blog again. !!

Deep tots, deep trouble, heartbroken an basically I hope even god heard my prayers ! Things were going smoothly, balloted my home and basically coming to a point that I'm confirm with whatever I'm having ... Comes another issue , I know I can face it no matter how difficult it is and I hope is also with you ...

Somehow I felt because I'm different and that's why I have to face the fact thy I'm out of the game. Just blessing from your family is really important to us and the support I hope they could give is moral support , family support... I always thought that it's a sooner or later thing but now we just need to bring forward whatever we had plan earlier . I still have hope and confidence in you. I seriously want this family with you.

Today, you gave me a feeling that you are willing and wants to be with me and go thru this together . I dunno if I'm wrong. I dunno if it's all my one sided thinking again.

I truly love the everything of us and whatever we have ... Once again I beg , I plead , I sincerely hope that accept it with me and we know we can manage and be happy as a whole. Who on earth in this life doesn't have obstacle, financial issue or a not so perfect life. With all our strength, with all our hope and our hardwork, we can't get thru? Slowly we will step by step solve each issue together hand in hand.

I sincerely seek forgiveness from your family and also sincerely wanting to tell you let's work and get things solved slowly. Please .....

Heartbroken for uncountable days...

With love from me to you...

CHIUANGELINE~EGGIE

" She's 20,
living in her perfect world
[D].[O].[B]:12/12/90 "wink" "wink"=p

the Beating heart.

27/03/10.
We became a couple
" I'm happy with my boyfriend . ANd i said i miss ur smile... ur smiling eyes... i miss ur hug ... i miss ur voice i miss you holding my hands =p i miss ur heart . its all true =p "
EGGIEMIKEY.
What am i to you? Are things the same? How much you wanted me?,,
Ur smile with ur smiling eyes is charming.".
Not only starting this relationship
you show me a path and to lead me
my heartbeat
my world.
Its alive
I know i sounded dumb..
& now, we are going to hold on tight and work things well .