MYEPRETTY-ROMANCE♥

I'm offically tired. And need a good rest .

Speak man speak . For god sake .

Whatever .! I'm going to sleep soon..!!!
I have to learn to be dependent on myself . Not everyone will stay by my side always . I will stand on my own .

I'm getting stronger each day . Be it anot i'm trying my best to act stupid . But in fact i'm no stupid, i'm no useless , i'm no asshole , i'm no nothing . I'm myself !. Me , myself the one and only.
I'm stronger for what i am . With my own help .! I sounded childish i know .

But too bad i love being myself . I feel a little more free like this. =p

Whatever it is SAME SCRIPT DIFFERENT CAST .!

I'm craving for my sengkang mee sua .! anyone ? :D I'm starting to learn not what i want means i get . I start to learn whatever it is , it's life . Nothing will always come in your way .! Doesn't mean that you love the person the way you did , you can get in return . Everyone are different , love in different ways .

Whatever it is , love is not the only thing left in this world . There are many more other things for me to pursue in life too . There is always a stepping stone , a starting point . Only if we get it at the right time . Isn't it? I don't understand why am i telling myself all this , perhaps no one is there for me to speak out my mind .

I'm walking alone ..walking down the road seeing only your backview .. Im desperately in love with myself . Can't give it I give myself :)
Busy but yet manage to get some time yet weeeeee wooooo... Nice =p

Hungry again craving for sweet stuff at last ... I'm so gonna get chocolates later on!! Just eat till I'm happy... Sooner or later.
Take me for whatever it is .. Everyone takes me for granted in fact.
Sick . Disgusted !

Back to work!

Once again same thing happen from month to month.. I tell myself forget it , it's nothing special for the date ! It's just monthly routine and just a date . I will not remember all this anymore it's not something only like a routine so what's the point isn't it...

Looking forward for tomorrow ! Going to work is better than what I'm doing for off days ! I rather go to work and pass my time , at least it can fill me busy :) good luck in myself

Happy 5th anniversary honey bun!!!:p
Same thing don't hope that you will remember anything as well=p But I just wanna wish you for happy! For the 5th !!!

Still hoping everything can continue the way we are right Now! Panic ! Scared ! That everything will suddenly change again. Yesterday I've got nightmare again remember I woke you up suddenly middle of the night.. Was about everything you push me away , throw me away and issue you disappear just like that ..

Happy yet still so afraid:p gosh!!! Anyway remember your food.

我爱你

It's really unbelievable . I only get to know recently that I'm able to blog thru my phone:) what a sotong!$&@"

Gonna go to bed soon.. I know I'm trying to get real close with you recently and I really hope you wouldn't mind:) I just can't resist from throwing myself into your arms when you smile at me , talk to me, those seductive looks you gave, those innocent look you gave, those kiddy look you gave and like how you look like just now without your hair styled! You look like a little cute boy alright ! Till I can't stop myself from sayanging your head . Your smile till now still melting and melting my heart . My heart gonna disappear soon my dear! But I don't wish all this good times with you stop. I see you've change a bit to pamper me more , sweeter already I know . But please prolong all this. I don't want it to stop so soon=p

I still can't pull you out of my life at this moment!

I admit I couldn't stop myself from reading your previous post. It's jealously again:) just because I love you too much .
I hope not because I love you too much you will just think that I'm not important and ending up to like a habit to have me to love you:(
I know you can't give me any status at all times but I hope you love me truthfully but not an false hope for me.

I hope that I can deserve the treatment that what a blissful couple is entitled to . I want to hold on to you always and always .. My love for you is something I couldn't explain to myself either . It's just a miracle I could fall for someone so truly deeply madly . I'm really out of my mind for you!!! I'm so lost for everything when I can't get you. But I know things are getting better now but I hope it's all not just a dream. I know I'm not a wife material of yours but at least try to prolong the time with me and I will be so thankful .

I love you.

Baby came down to Mummy's place to look for me after work . I was surprise =p
Yet so happy!

He accompanied me for awhile before we went home .! I was also surprise bubby held my hand all the way from my mum's place to mrt , mrt to escalator. And than hugged me! hahahs .. I love the way we are now . So loving alright ..!!! I promise you i wont anyhow think ok =p ..

I love you Honey . Always do . Never stop loving you every min...

Your wifey still floating with this little happiness can .! She always want this to continue like every loving couples .... Hold on to me tightly i beg you.

Thanks bubby...

Oh, hey, Deb
(Hmm-hmm)
Thank you for being woman enough to come
(Whitney, what's this about?)

I know he's leaving me for you
(Who said that, who told you?)
That is true
What is he telling you?
Could it be the same things that he told me?
(He told me that he loved me)
I heard that
(He told me I was beautiful)
Uh-huh
(How did you know? How did you know?)
Because I played the scene before

This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now cause it won't last
Same script, different cast

What you're saying could be true
But how can I take advice from you?
(I'm not hating)
(But I wish the one before me would have warned me too babe)
Don't say no more, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
(Uncover your ears, girl)
I'm not listening, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
(But I know you hear me)
(Maybe my reasons are wrong)
(But I know that you believe me)

This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now cause it won't last
Same script, different cast

It's your fault you didn't love him enough
(That's the problem, I loved him too much)
(And when you love him he becomes unattracted to you)
Oh no, he's changed and I'll prove you wrong
(No, you won't)
So go away leave us the hell alone
See, he loves me
(He'll hurt you)
He'll stay with me
(He'll leave you)
For sure, for sure, oh

This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
Now the roles have changed
Now, now, now, now, now, no, no
Now the roles have changed
Have changed, and I'm the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, because it won't last
No, same script, different cast

This is a retake of my life
You were his star for many nights
But now the roles have changed
I'm the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now, cause this will last
I'm the future, you're his past

This is a retake of my life
I was his star for many nights
But now the roles have changed
And you're the leading lady in his life
Lights, camera, now you're on
Just remember you've been warned
Enjoy it now
Enjoy this now
It won't last
I know it will last
Same script, different cast, oh

Back to my life. ! =p I should wake up from dreams and start anew .. :)

I should move on .

Pics are always by myself! aRrggghhhh

I miss you , you know?

What else more i can to do to stay safely secured with you ?

07th August 2010 Saturday , 2.22pm

Have not been blogging for some time. i miss you baby .
Thanks for holding on to me .
Hold your hands put to my waist , hugging you tightly .
I hold your face kiss on your nose , saying i love you
Hug you from your back , saying dont leave me i need you .
Looking into your eyes saying the same old sentence i've have been saying for months. Your smiling eyes and your smile melts my heart and to add on with something , each time i see this my heart still beat fast and faster . I'm still feeling shy while saying all this and am blushing .
Bringing your hands up to my chest and ask baby feel . Can you feel my heartbeat . ? The beats are special . In nice rhythm .
Sometimes you cant feel because you left my heart with you . Sometimes you return to me and allow me to feel the dancing rhythm of my heart beat .
But i rather not listen to all this i rather you cant feel my heartbeat so that its assured that my heart is with you .

baby are you reading ?
Don't be cold to me i'm sorry .
Love me more and i give up everything .
I'm prepared for things that i mentioned to you in msges . I really know it's hard but i believe i can make a change in my life for everything and sacrifice . You are the one i wish to marry i said . I'm really prepared to see a big change in my life .
You are mine and remember its not only just mike . It's mike and angeline .

I love you