Thursday, October 28, 2010
Bitch about life! Yes you f*ing bitch my good . I never always get what I always wanted I kept quiet isn't it. You just want all my blood of me. If you still have the thinking that you have to treat me like how people used to do it to you, watch it boy ! I'm not a toy ! You wake up from your ideal and not me. I'm may not be the best but I'm best of myself . Always condemning me like no one business ! Gosh I wonder who is in the naive position.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Weeee!!!! I've got 12 mailers that came back today .! But will it be only just today and no longer come back again .!? I truely need my submission for this and next month .! I need my renewal of contract ;( I'm afraid i can't get my one year contract .!
Can someone boost me up and motivate me to do more calls.? I can't believe i only contact two customer yesterday and one today . Worst still one of the customer i contact yesterdat was a stupid complain case which waste me hours.! I really need to do callings and have submission.!
The new system is up for my leads to come in and the system totally just piss me and my team-mate. I know it's a new system for us to make calls but they should either get everything tested well before they actually open to all channels. I don't know that does it actually affect my telesales dept but as for my team , it does. We call this cm yesterday and was contacted than it pop out in our leads today ! My colleague called this cm without knowing he did yesterday and got scolding=_=''' As for my case is, i remember puting nicely my cm as No Response for the remark and ended up my report stating i dispose the lead.! Oh my!. Second, i was just talking to cm and busy copying my cm info to my spread sheet and comes another pop out of a new cm .? They told me that if i am idle for 15mins yes it will pop out but for god sake i'm still with my cm on the line !!!! Data stating unit number turns out to be a date? Gosh .! After one Cm it lags for more than 5 mins? What else next for tml? LOLS. I need motivation!!!! I do like my emailing of cm in some ways. I'm getting some of the results!!!!
Gosh ~! Help . Someone make me call!!!!!
Saturday, October 16, 2010
Baby I trust you. Can do me a favour tml message me ok if free call me talk talk. But I tell you ok:( every quarrel we have only can make my love for you grow deeper:) no matter what put this to heart ok . I love you more than anyone could you will always be in my heart no matter what I do . Understand . I want to brighten up your day always I want to make you happy . I know I always do stupid things . I will learn ok. I really learnt my lesson I won't say break off . Cos I know I never wanted that . I hope you can bring me to meet your friends I want to show them you didn't choose the wrong person. I am the one. I know I can do it I have confident . I hope you love me deeply as well . I dun want you to walk out of me. I know as for you is the same . You need me too. Always say you can live without my nonsense all this in fact no you have live with it already , it has become a part of you. Baby I really always want to brighten up your day make you fortunate . Dub doubt me for all this . Truly sincerely I want you from my heart. I love you truely as well. You want me badly I know. I'm sorry for hurting you. You dun say but I know my hush always hurt you. I want to pamper you shower you with love . There is no second me in this world . Once in a life tine there is only one me:) I love you so much bubby. My honey bun. Let's put bad things aside and remember our good together . I know I always bring a smile to you too. Bubby remember what I said always?, your smiling eyes with your smile never fail to melt my heart. You always have that eyes and I'm so in love with it. Always keep it there for me and only me ok. Your always my precious one . But always tense to Hurt it. But remember when you feel hurt , I hurt myself ten times deeper. I'm really sorry . This sorry is not a normal sorry . Is with blood and flesh and tear. When I always see stars from my window I think of you. You are there to shine at me and when I feel the sun I think of you. You are there to give me warmth, when it rain I think of you cos I know when I'm hurt or sad inside your heart is like the rain crying with me. Please read this msg well. I hope my sincere words warmth your heart and give you more strength to work tml. Same goes to me when you see all those I mention is when I'm not with you my soul is there for you. Muacks have a good rest . I really dub message to disturb le just read and smile in your heart. I can feel it . Maybe to you is ridiculous . But I can always feel how your heart feel. Sweet , bitter, sour all can feel. My heart touches your heart and it is so compatible:) love you
Monday, October 11, 2010
Trying to test my patience once and once again. Are you normal enough to think that it's not a very nice thing. Please la don't give me bullshit. !
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
What do i want? Do i really know what i always wanted as well?
Monday, October 4, 2010
Why must you always destroy my nice picture right after you gave me . The paint has yet to dry and you smudge it !
Yawns . I'm tired but yet someone didn't even tell me his not calling! I said so many times , if you aren't able to call let me know . Or just tell me you are tired and will be sleeping right after you bathe What's the problem with you ? It is just so simple ! Don't allow me to have hope in you calling and i sit down like a wood waiting for hours. Please be a little more considerate will you ? I have got not enough sleep as well . You know i slept for only that few hours too .! I know your job is tiring but my either. I have to face the computer for such long hours it hurt my eye and i get tired easily as well . It takes alot of strength straining my eye and support my back on my work-desk too.
I'm not waiting as well .! Sis is home why aren't she answering your house phone ? Gosh ! At times things just happen and making it suspicious. I'm sorry to say this .! But sometimes it is really hard for me to not get angry or pissed. You can say I'm paranoid . But i have been controlling already . Whatever it is, all this are all nonsensical stuff to you . Aside to you , i love you . But you make me so angry at times. I don't even know what should i say about the feeling . It's like fried rice.! Everything just throw in and stir fry .! So messy .
Good night to you then . Six months already .. Keep saying i never change this and that what about you lei ????? Haiyo ! Don't know la .! Bye .
