Thursday, November 18, 2010
Day 1, baby called me once he touch down to thailand. Worried and been having funny and stupid thoughts. Baby asked me to be confident in him and trust him .
Send him to the airport in the morning, wanted to have breakfast together but he wasn't hungry =p Knowing that he is so excited for the trip yet i'm feeling kinda down. First time he gone overseas. When he went for re-servist i wasn't even so upset. Hoping that he will be just a good boy =p Don't fool around ar ... Before i see you walked in to departures, you hugged me tight saying you love me and missed me already . Wanting me to wait for you to come back! I was really surprise and really glad you said all those to me. You told me you will be back real soon and i said i was lost without you . Even finding the mrt in the airport was a drag to me. You replied you will come and find me when i'm lost=p You told me you never once let go of me! You said you only have me in your heart.
I love all this moment when you say stuffs like this to me. Suddenly i felt i've really won your heart over and day by day without you knowing you needed me in your life. I said we can make it no matter what. I will only kiss you goodnight, will only hug you to sleep. You are always on my mind too honey .
You called me just down again, i told you without myself knowing i change my relationship status to " In a relationship" and sent you a confirmation . I told you that you may cancel the request but in my heart no i don't want. It's not about the public, it's about telling them you have lock me in your heart. Nobody is coming near me.! I know it's stlll childish having thoughts like this but every small little things is just way too important to me. Every small little things is wonders to me. I want every bits and pieces to be done to our perfect .
I'm always loving you till now and deeper each day . I can't wait to tell you every single day baby i'm in love you with , i miss you. You hold my hand such warmness today. Never gonna let me go you are telling me. I',m gonna delicate this song in my blog to you. I will dream of you tonight!
Honestly, i do not have any appetite to eat but i will still go eat a little. I will be always healthy and strong cos i wanna love you protect you always. If i do not have my health i know i can't do many things with you . Love me always ! Muacks
