Each day passes so fast .. Everyday i panic.! For my submission . I see our leads is getting more i panic . Wonder how to cross sell more of my products. I'm afraid . I want to earn more , more , more!!! Argghhh!!! Stress. Today no mailer came back .Oh gosh . What about tomorrow ?
Lao tian bo pi!. Give me more mailers for my submission =p .. Help ! Help!. Pray ! Pray . =p
Once again i miss my honey bun .. Wonder when will the day that he will be seriously down with me ? =p Hee. When will the day that he would take me as a wife material kind of girlfriend. ? When will just everything for me can settle down smoothly . Everyday only know how to fear hoping the day won't come. That he wouldn't leave me . Everyday think of all this can just occupied my whole day add on with work also . Thinking of how my life will be in future , how to earn more money so that i wouldn't live in burden . Everyday is thinking . I just want to get a man lean on him work together , walk the path together , share with me , stress together , help one another . ? Am i still asking for too much ..
Everyday i'm thinking , are you the one. ? Are you really the one worth all my love , my pain , my sorrow , my happiness, my everything . Each day before i fall asleep tiny drip of tear role down . And again because i kept thinking how . How to be a little more perfect for you to give me abit more attention each day , a little more love to me each day , a little more sweetness to me each day , a little more of you with me each day , a little more kiss from you each day , a little more of you holding my hands each day , a little more hug from you each day , a little more words to conversation each day . End of each day my answer to myself yes you are always the one. I just naively think so .! It would really help being this way .
Am actually so tired thinking of all this each day . But it can't stop . Your the one i believe can stop it one day . But only when you really into me wholeheartedly . Ya i know i'm greedy , selfish . But isn't love meant to be like this ?
Cheers to myself . Everyday i feel like a freak talking to myself .!
♥EGGIE♥
CHIUANGELINE~EGGIE
" She's 20, living in her perfect world
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