Looking at my phone many times today . No phone calls no messages till now ! But strange thing is i do still look at my phone and yet don't have the feeling of anxious or thinking why isn't him messaging me . Glad about it also , wont have to think too much either . This two days i'm alright with it . I didn't even think of why this and that even when i'm at work . Be it anot he wants to still treat me as someone important to him , who he really loves wholeheartedly . It is up to him to decide not me .
I guess i have to start stressing on my life now . Income most important . I want to be someone that i'm able to support everything myself . My roof .? how ? At times i feel like getting someone to talk to . But end up talking to myself here. To him ? nah . I don't wish to be a burden to him . I can cope i guess. I old enough to think and do anything too . I don't want to be a person that later people might think i cant be independent. And too dependent on him ..But i want to . But many things restrain me for that . I want a life man .! =p I want my love yes . Success in it ? I don't know . I want my career life . Success in it ? Obviously no .!! I want a family . Yes i do have but i want to create my own handling it and having it so much different from what i'm having now . And i know i'm gonna make it . But i have to work it out with my Mr.Right . =p Still have another few more years for me to fight for it .
Been watching my taiwan drama the whole day . PSman . Hahas Handsome men in it. =p Oh gosh i;m hungry . But have go nothing to eat but am lazy to go down to grab food. Hmmm what shall i do .!!! Lazy Lazy . Looking forward for monday to work .! Hopefully there's mailer coming back . Yesterday NONE! What is this .!!! I want to get my cross-sell com! .Sadden .
♥EGGIE♥
CHIUANGELINE~EGGIE
" She's 20, living in her perfect world
[D].[O].[B]:12/12/90 "wink" "wink"=p