Drinking my awful slimming tea now .! After that off to bed. Will you please remember tomorrow help me go pay my NEA fine?
I'm so sick and tired already . Many things are not to my concern already isn't it ? Been telling myself telling you the same old thing. And i always tell myself stop already . No point asking and asking making you change or what. Waste my breath .! Been telling myself all this but end up didnt stop . Still much concern about all this .
But i guess this time round i'm really stopping.Neither do i have the strength already . I may be a disappointment to you . But have you thought that you may too ?? Not only you are the one have lost of trust in me , disappoint and Etc..... I'm also a person that have my own thinking.
You don't like me to nag , i wont nag anymore . You don't like what , i will just sit and see. I wont say anything anymore . But don't come telling me that why i'm like this nor no concern . I will concern everything in a different way from now on . Don't always have the mind set that i have to be the one to put in everything , in any direction . Like what i said , whatever happen to you in the past that can make you give this kind of treatment to me is bullshit. I'm a brand new person to it .
You might say i'm overreacting than show it to me that you will change like how you told me . I will give you time . But show me how much you loved me how much you want to spend your life with me and shower me pamper me with care , concern and tender love . Not being cold to me .. I can love you so much but you can never expect that baby , I may get really tired one day but really give up . But still i'm always trying . What about you ? It hurt . And you always never want to understand that .
I can honestly tell you , you have already said umpteen times of words that hurt me deeply . But have you think back why sometimes i'm hush to you ? I'm a person with blood and flesh . That just hope her boyfriend pamper her like a princess. Don't be cruel to me anymore. I can hang on . But Hang on for how long ? Will you just treat me tenderly sweet and loved ?
♥EGGIE♥
CHIUANGELINE~EGGIE
" She's 20, living in her perfect world
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