12th June 2010 Saturday , 1a.m


Comment once only must delete post . ! Really are you just so scared that people will suspect i'm your girlfriend? There is something i always wanting to ask! What is bothering you about me posting at your profile . What is it bothering you that you just just so afraid that from your profile people get to know that you have a girlfriend . What is wrong with you .! And that freaking post wasn't suppose to be an jealous post. I just didn't explain to you just now. It is just some words to cheer you up when you are in reservist .!

What is wrong with me ?Can anyone tell me ? What is wrong with my face ? or what's the problem with me having a boyfriend like you . I'm pissed really pissed . ! Why must it always when i'm starting to fall for you in a new beginning day i will always see unhappy stuff ? You didn't realize i guess. It's always to fall for you differently every single day . Why can't we be just like normal couples that proudly to whatever thing openly. It's not that i want to compare . It's not that i don't love you deep enough . But it's just that i'm starting to envy people . Really I have started to really envy people. But at the same time i DON"T WANT TO LOSE YOU ! Accept it i know in order to keep you by my side . But i really can't stop myself to envy certain things. I just want to have a smooth , sweet process and i want you to be proud that you have me . I want you to announce to the world yes Chiu Angeline is my girl , his wife to be . I don't know why but i just want it this way . I can't help it . I just want it like this. Be it a not i'm childish having this thinking .But i just couldn't help it. I just cant wait that you only belong to me . Selfish yes i am but still the same old sentence . I can't help it .! It's just all in my mind and heart. YOU YOU YOU!! Than how ? I feel ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Can't you just proudly hold my hands on the street .!! Proudly take pictures with me! Proudly do whatever thing a couple could so openly!. Not that i want to show you off to people hey i have a boyfriend. I just like it that way . I like it when we can openly go on a date. ! Openly have fun . Openly have our romance .! Openly do romantic stuff. I know i'm asking alot. But I want to feel the process.! I know you will tell me not happy change bf la . But you think i bear to .



End of the day i still love you much, i know you still make me smile and make my day!. I'm sorry that i have this thinking. But really bubby , i enjoying diggingyour ear for you , picking you up from work .Im glad your reservist is over . I cant bear to not see you for so many days. It's awful.

CHIUANGELINE~EGGIE

" She's 20,
living in her perfect world
[D].[O].[B]:12/12/90 "wink" "wink"=p

the Beating heart.

27/03/10.
We became a couple
" I'm happy with my boyfriend . ANd i said i miss ur smile... ur smiling eyes... i miss ur hug ... i miss ur voice i miss you holding my hands =p i miss ur heart . its all true =p "
EGGIEMIKEY.
What am i to you? Are things the same? How much you wanted me?,,
Ur smile with ur smiling eyes is charming.".
Not only starting this relationship
you show me a path and to lead me
my heartbeat
my world.
Its alive
I know i sounded dumb..
& now, we are going to hold on tight and work things well .