Aunt was talking about my mum again . I wanted to see my mum so much . But i just can't bring myself to cal her . She was asking me if i went to see my mum on Mother's day . But i didn't . I didn't call ,i didn't wish her, i didn't see her . My mind is bursting ..
Today will be the fourth day i have not met baby . I just did it on good will . I just wanted to see you . I miss you . This few days I'm getting more and more paranoid . Like what i said in the previous post. But i still can't stop myself . This whole week I've been thinking alot. Recently I'm really afraid that baby would leave me . I don't understand why but suddenly i have all this feeling. I can't stop myself from thinking. I'm just afraid . Suddenly i will wake up and think is my boyfriend still with me . Waking up with tears for nothing . I think i really have got nothing left but him . He makes me feel that he is the only one i can trust the one who will be beside me . I'm so scared when i wake up the next day he will be gone . I feel so unsecured of my life now . I feel I;m like hanging in mid air . This whole week i feel awful .
♥EGGIE♥
CHIUANGELINE~EGGIE
" She's 20, living in her perfect world
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