Friday, April 23, 2010
01/05/2010 12.09a.m
But honestly , its like a miracle that my feelings for him is so strong . I simply can say now i love him . I love the way he smile at me (but i'm getting to see it lesser :( ) , I love the way he hugs me . I love the way he kiss me , especially on my forehead =p . I love the way he holds me , i love the way he teases me . I love the way when he ask me to buy food for him , i love the way when we sit down and watch movies, i love the way that he calls me after work . I love the way sometimes he calls me at work . I love the way when he say he miss me. I love the way he look at me with his smiling eyes. I love the way he show me how he is like. I love the way he being himself . I love the way he express himself at times. I love the way when his angry . I simply love all his good and bad points.! Am i crazy, insane? But one thing i'm lack of , i waiting for him to love me and love me for everything.
Some words , some thoughts that i wish you tell you ! I MISS YOU MY BABY.
I'm missing my boyfriend again . Though we had many quarrels just within such a short period of time. But somehow i get to know more about how he is like . Still my feelings for him is still there =p . I know he is not those type that sweet talks to you , always sweet to you . He wants actions to prove everything ! How deep his feeling for me honestly i don't know. But everyday i'm hoping he will fall abit deeper for me. Sometimes i really want him to tell me . Sometimes i really want to listen to it with my own ears. And i know i'm falling deeper and deeper each day . Sometimes i think maybe i should just act cool and wait for him to give me a little more attention .But i know the results will be just opposite from my thinking. I wonder how i wonder why? I wonder what should i do . Or should i just stay and just be as sweet as i can as nice as i can . But will he take me for granted one day ? I know i still have many doubts in everything. I guess its just fearing for an hurtful relationship again . I want to protect myself but at the same time protect him as well . I'm not the only one will get hurt i guess he fear too . Hmmm i guess i should put in more effort . But honestly , its like a miracle that my feelings for him is so strong . I simply can say now i love him . I love the way he smile at me (but i'm getting to see it lesser :( ) , I love the way he hugs me . I love the way he kiss me , especially on my forehead =p . I love the way he holds me , i love the way he teases me . I love the way when he ask me to buy food for him , i love the way when we sit down and watch movies, i love the way that he calls me after work . I love the way sometimes he calls me at work . I love the way when he say he miss me. I love the way he look at me with his smiling eyes. I love the way he show me how he is like. I love the way he being himself . I love the way he express himself at times. I love the way when his angry . I simply love all his good and bad points.! Am i crazy, insane? But one thing i'm lack of , i waiting for him to love me and love me for everything.
