25/09/07 tues 6.11a.m

i just wanna have peace of miind, i wasn thinking abt anything until when LESBO (grace) was talking on the phone with Ernest and Slattery. HAish . } ish like it has been a long time i'm nt thinking of him , i tot i could just forget hiim without anything problems in between the period of forgetting hiim but haish still somehow gt talk abt him. All i wanna ish him calling mi mummy and said a thank you to mi but wat i get in the end was just nth . i look into my wallet , left with not much cash on mi but i heard that ernest (wo de KAISXINGUO) and him on the phone saying tat they were hungry and wanted mi to pack some food up to kaixinguo de hs for them . I didn agree to pack food for them straight away cos i was thinking like eh harlo i'm stayiing at sengkang and they are at hougang and they onli wanted mi to go pack for food for them at the coffee shop downstairs kaixinguo de hs . BUT in the end i decided ok never no doubt its already 2 plus mid nite but i didn want them to get hungry , so i took a cab down to hougang and pack food for them . I went up to Kaixinguo hs and pass them the food , all i did was pass them the food than drink a glass of water than i went off. Ya i admit , deep in mye heart i wanted him to ask mi to stay for awhile maybe just to talk cock ye hao but i get nth all but seeing hiim eat eat . BUt its ok he looks as if his enjoying his meal . but cant i get a word thanks. is it so hard.? or i'm just a slave to him .. FINE angry yes angry but i tot it through this ish zi zhou zi shou . i swear i wont help him do anything anymore. it ish just wasting of my freaking time. i could have just rest at hm . ish like WTF . FINE i giive up totally give up..

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go hong all u wan go do watever u wan . but remember once u lose anything or gt nth in the end dun come and find mi , i'm nt ur freaking toy nor slave nor a spare tire. FCUK! BIG FCUK! guys no big deal ok .. plenty in this world nt just u . moron jiidann can just forget u .! ur no big deal .

WO HUI GUO DE HEN HAO . u see !!!

bu yao wei lerh ni so angry . nt worth it..

it will be a better dae for mi later on . LOOKING FORWARD for it. hahas.

ITS MYE SHOPPING DAE! BLEAHS!